Rock Out. Rock Loud. Rock Hard.

for blood and honor

2011-11-27T09:55:00.001-08:00

I finished the Companions Quest! Now I got Aela as my follower (AELA!!!!!!!). She runs a bit weird though. And then this bear came out of nowhere and started attacking me, so I shouted at it and it flew off a cliff. Yeah. I love that shout.

I really hate it when everyone's all happy and whatnot while I'm the only one being moody.

2011-11-24T08:01:00.001-08:00

I have no idea why my mood gets down after I look at that guy (let's call him WFF) and all his smugness about how cool he is going out to places many people have been to many times. I get all moody cause I get all deep with the "people will change when they want to" stuff. My dad's still a dick, for those of you who are wondering. Now he wants me to get a job. I get the whole wasting-time-playing-mind-numbing-games-at-home thing but come on, do you think they'd really hire me?

And I get this bug/glitch thing in Skyrim where I'm doing this Companions quest (Glory of The Dead) and I'm supposed to follow the Companions, see? Then halfway through Farkas (or was it Vilkas?) falls behind and gets lost. Fine. I still got Aela and Vilkas (or Farkas). Then Aela just disappears after running up a mountain and Vilkas runs back and forth. I tried reloading the game but it doesn't work. I might have to start all over again.

Holy shit two paragraphs!

i'm feeling so [ugghhh] right now

2011-10-29T05:48:00.000-07:00

you know, that feeling you get when you don't know what you're feeling? god, i really need to vent. and since she doesn't read this (i think), it's a perfect way to do so.

so here it is:

i'm in love. yeah, i can't deny it. i can't really help it, because i'm a sucker for those types of girls. i need some help. and some water. hold on.

okay, back to whingeing about my weakness.

i really hate it when i get this feeling, like i did something wrong but i'm not sure if it's wrong because the other person's not responding. and it doesn't help that everything's all awkward now. maybe tomorrow will get better.

it's nice to dream, right?

BRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAINs..

2011-10-27T01:21:00.001-07:00

HAH! i put the exact same title as the last post for all you lazy bastards out there who just see the same title and assume i haven't updated my blog yet.

wow, i really need to get a life.

yup, it's out there, waving at me. hang on, i'll go get it.

BRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAINs..

2011-10-25T10:39:00.000-07:00

exams are over, ps3 came, got killzone 3 and ffxiii with it and i'm STILL SO F*CKING HUNGRY. (maybe it's cause i didn't eat anything)

i'm almost done with killzone. boy, i hate my tv. that thing sure can be a bitch when it wants to.

at least now i can kick back, relax and enjoy the growling sensation of MY EMPTY STOMACH.

i think i'll go eat something.

that's what she said!

2011-10-15T22:31:00.000-07:00

don't ask me.. i don't know, alright?

wow, exams have started. i can't just sit still and study biology. i need to do something else.

updating a blog, for example.

i'm still not sure if the ps3's coming or not, so............yeah.

why am i always hungry? and my dad is such a multitasker. he can read the newspaper and watch the tv. yeah. well,i guess i have to go study now..

HAH i was just kidding. i never study.

well......this layout is....umm........confusing

2011-09-25T00:11:00.000-07:00

i almost regretted clicking that "try the new layout now" button but oh well.....

and when the page loaded i was scratching my head. because my head was itchy.

it looks cleaner now, though. more.......professional? i dunno

i'm starting to get vain, because i have to check my hair on the mirror every 5 minutes. maybe it's because i'm starting to put extra care in my hair now.

wow, that sounded weird.

this all started because of that girl who cut my hair......

what? no, i'm not going all "flashback" now. besides, i can't flashback on an empty stomach. so go update your status or something while i go raid my neighbor's fridge

is it just me, or is "colon p" getting annoying?

2011-08-31T09:36:00.000-07:00

you know, ":P"?? anyone?

it seems to me that almost none of my friends are blogging anyomore, but here i am. blogging and all.

i mean do blogs have to die because of negligence from their respective bloggers?

partly, yes.

i have no idea why i just wrote that but.....
I FINISHED BLACK OPS!!!! (again)

and I'M GETTING A PS3!!!!! in the next month or so.

uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh oh!

i am trying to keep my fitness up during the holidays but i feel so lazy.

okay, did that "lazy" look a little Courier to you? and is this Times?

ah, whatever.

OMG I JUST GOT A HIGHSCORE IN FRUIT NINJA I WANT TO SHOW YOU BUT I CAN'T BECAUSE I CAN'T post it and my caps lock is gone isn't it?

2011-08-26T02:36:00.000-07:00

(P.S. this post was originally intended to be posted before the below post. so don't scratch your head when you read "the term break just started")

i...

don't know what to write about now.

the term break just started and i am in a GOOD MOOD.

gonna watch a movie tomorrow and i'm looking forward to it. it's a classic.

i found an old friend on facebok and i added her, and i HOPE SHE RECOGNIZES ME

i'm gonna continue typing in red because i'm too lazy to change it back.

and if you hate reading words in red i'm totally doing this just to spite you. yes i am that evil.

yeah, red was so 3 seconds ago. i'm green now!

the doctor said i'm partially colour-blind but, i can clearly see that this is green in colour. pfft.

didn't take long to realize HOW YOU'RE SUCH A FAKEASS

2011-08-16T10:07:00.000-07:00

i'm not sure if the word "fakeass" exists, so...

wow, it's been a long time. the semester test is coming, and i feel soooooooo lazy. and i feel tired. i go out alot, these days. i miss playing final fantasy x. i think i'll go play it now.

huh. couldn't find the disc. oh well,

I can't stop thinking about you. I'm addicted.

2011-06-25T06:18:00.000-07:00

Man homeworks are weekend killers (originally posted by rst95)
Seriously though, why do I feel so lazy?
Is it because tomorrow's sunday?
Or is it because I procrastinate?
And having your phone right beside you doesn't help either.

First time for everything

2011-06-14T04:16:00.000-07:00

Wow..I'm updating using my phone. As most of you (okay, maybe not) know, I got a new phone and I love it. Anyways, exam papers came back...nothing much there. Well, I guess that's it.

P.S swyping rocks

um..okay, wow

2011-05-28T10:56:00.000-07:00

Shit. look at my chatbox. anyway, wow, haven't updated in like, ages. exams are over, so that's good.

let's see, what's happened in the past....2 months?

well,

my basss's's (whatever) input jack was rusty. damaged kinda way.

there was a whole drama thing on may

sent my bass for repairs

bass came back virtually the same

sent it for repairs again

now it sounds so freakin nice

umm.......

yeah, so. there you go

of blasphemy and genocide

2011-03-05T08:42:00.000-08:00

It was raining. i climed up onto the rampart and almost immediately a blade whirred past my head. i dodged it miraculously and scrambled back to my feet. again, the blade came. but this time it clicked with my sword, releasing sparks in the process. with a flick of my wrist i disarmed him and plunged my sword into his chest. blood poured out like waterfalls.

My squad finally reached the rampart so we started to clear the way. swords raised and fell, cries of agony and pain rose from the war cries. then everything fell silent. a quick check revealed that almost all casualties were the enemies, not the allies. a corporal tried to get the soldiers under his command but it proved futile. there was chaos everywhere. he didn't see it coming.

I quickly slipped beside him and plunged my knife straight into his heart, erupting a crimson shower. his cry further added to the confusion and my men made short work of the remaining soldiers. my sergeant planted a flag on the ground. he looked around and smiled. he wanted to say something, but stopped. i closed my eyes.

Someone screamed. i opened my eyes to see who it was. suddenly, something flashed under my chin. it was the end of a spear. it took me a few seconds to realize what had happened; the fort assault was a trap; i walked into it; everyone is dead; no one can save me. i turned to find a man in his mid thirties holding the spear and glaring at me with dark, cold hatred.

"you have no idea how long i've waited to cut your fucking head off" he said

"keep waiting. even in hell" i spat at him.

he roared and pushed his spear to my throat. thankfully, i held my sword up in time to deflect it.

just in time. it scratched part of my skin. i spun around and swung at his neck with all my strength. it was an instant decapitation.

i wanted to celebrate, but i couldn't, because at that moment an arrow protruded on my chest. everything went black after that.

i am totally dead

2011-03-03T06:22:00.000-08:00

exams are coming. prepared to fail.

but, bio tuition is awesome.

er......well, nothing much to add anymore.

i'll go back to being dead.

P.S still hungry

P.S.S what the hell does P.S mean?

Rythm-A minors and B flats

2011-01-27T23:50:00.000-08:00

yeah, i know. couldn't come up with a title.

the bio tuition i go to is really great. the teacher's awesome. plus there's a cute girl there (lol)

like my friend had said : "you go to tuition because of studying, not to look at girls" (yet he talks about some other girl in class)

wow..there's been like, tons of homework these past few days..didn't have time to do other stuff.

BTW HALO REACH ROCKS

WHERE WAS THE EFFIN' SUPPORT?

2011-01-22T23:47:00.000-08:00

when i cam back from the concert last night i was really exhausted. i changed quickly and went straight to bed. then i woke up hungry.

anyways sorry for not updating but gawd, how many people are spamming my cbox?

BTW, halo reach was awesome. now i want an xbox 360 elite JUST for that game.

now that this post is over i can go back to doing stuff

this is really screwed

2011-01-07T10:12:00.000-08:00

this year is really messed up for me. i don't think i can survive. so i won't

not the new year i expected it to be

2010-12-31T23:16:00.000-08:00

but what the hell, i had fun

you know, the year 2010 has been quite a surprising year for me.

1. i got to learn the bass (weird)
2. i get to play in a kick-ass band (nuff said)
3. i got to do stuff i didn't do before (no nudity)
4. i went out alot
5. i experienced love (don't ask)
6. i swore alot
7. i read some books (DO, DP)
8. i got bored more times than i ever did before (okay, fine, not surprising)
9. i breezed through exams (and by breezed through i mean barely passing)

so i hope there'll be more stuff in store for me in 2011. i have a feeling. but then again i always have this feeling every year and they turn out to be wrong. but, fingers crossed.

he used to be a symbol. now they made him an annoying prick

2010-12-29T09:13:00.000-08:00

okay, i really don't know what to post. so i'll take a few years' break.

see you then, whenever

i couldn't come up with a title

2010-12-28T09:18:00.000-08:00

i noticed that i swear a lot nowadays. not aloud, just in my head.

does that count?

ohhh yeah i got a haircut today. that bastard cut off my whole fringe!

okay, enough of me bantering around about my hair.

i have no idea why but i am suddenly interested in anime.

k-on, to be precise.

why?

well, there's a band. formed in a high school club.

i can relate to that.

totally.

2011 is around the corner...there it is! Drifting cinematically!

2010-12-27T08:46:00.001-08:00

now, see, i have no idea what subjects i'm gonna take. actually, i do, but i'm stck on just one:

add maths and ICT

subjects i'm taking:

B.M
English
Math
History
Moral (wtf it's still here???)
Physics
Chemistry
Biology
EST

but i need one more.

which brings us back to this:

add maths or ICT?

i can't do add maths, heck, i can't barely do maths. but, all my friends are taking that damned subject so i'll have to end my day in solitary confinement.

kay, maybe not.

still..

elle-oh-elle

2010-12-26T07:49:00.000-08:00

i am not sure which class i wanna join

-which is also my status

why? because i don't think i can handle all the pressure and i don't think i can even catch up.

so now i'm stuck with a dilemma:

friends or future?

yeah, some of you might think "you're friends ARE your future!"

but if i go to the wrong class, they might not be.

i'm still hungry by the way

i am still hungry

2010-12-25T06:43:00.000-08:00

i am still hungry.

i ah-never mind

okay, so i'm not screwed

2010-12-24T10:02:00.000-08:00

i wanna play crisis core so badly

i am hungry now. i wanna eat something. hold on i'll go raid my fridge.

...

okay, i'm back. nothing in my fridge. damn. have to wait till morning then.

merry christmas, by the way

either i'm screwed or i'm screwed

2010-12-23T09:04:00.000-08:00

yeah, bad stuff happened just now.

anyway, i just watched tron. and gulliver's travels.

they were awesome. go watch them now.

yeah, so i'm screwed.

or i'm screwed

nice haircut...who did it for you? a monkey?

2010-12-20T09:13:00.002-08:00

i have insomnia.

no siree we are not going back there again.

it's not insomnia. my body's adapting to the time i sleep, wake up, etc.

so most of the time i only eat 2 meals a day.

which is barking insane.

even when i go to bed early and try to sleep, i just can't manage it.

ah, well...anyway

i have been meaning to write a song.

but i can't write a song.

it's impossible.

well, maybe not impossible.

i'm just not capable of doing it.

yet.

help me from this addiction

2010-12-20T02:03:00.000-08:00

my addiction to update my blog has started. now i can't stop.

when i open up my web browser i automatically type "facebook.com", then after that i open a new tab and type out "blogger.com". then i log in then i type out stuff.

now here i am.

i guess it's not addiction, just an impulse to post.

still, i just can't stop.

anyhoo, my dog just into my mom's car just now. so freaking cute. but then she didn't wanna come down. so that's a problem.

so yeah, results will be coming out 3 days from now. so i'm half-nervous, half-not caring.

just wanna know where i stand.

i have been really lazy these holidays and i really need to get a hold of myself.

ah, now i'm done pretending to be a fallen hero.

so there, i'm done posting about stuff

hello, the number you have dialled has been-AAAARGGHHHHH-THIS IS A ROBBERY!! GIVE ME YOUR PREPAID CREDIT OR I WILL CLICK

2010-12-19T09:34:00.000-08:00

i am addicted.

i am not addicted.

i am partially addicted.

i am almost-full-but-not-quite addicted.

i am not addicted.

i am bored.

i have insomnia.

i like pink.

that's not pink, moron.

yes it is.

no it's not.

oh yeah? then what colour is it?

purple-y red thing.

oh, that's REAL smart.

QUIET BOTH OF YOU.

these are just the thoughts running in my head

screw yew

2010-12-18T10:27:00.000-08:00

just a short update/post,

i am paranoid, as usual, and i almost lost my mind today. then i read my chat logs and history. then i was back. to earth.

i just watched transformers and i've forgotten how hot megan fox was. look :

and i wasted about 3 minutes googling that.

anyways, why do some people say megan fox is a guy? i'm not really sure, but i just wiki-ed her and it said she was bisexual. (i don't mind, and so does 50,000,000 other guys)

so anyways i have to go sleep now, or the sun will rise. so my short post has ENDED!!!

not much of a short post now is it?

depressed................again

2010-12-17T19:50:00.000-08:00

yup.

depressed

again.

f*ck

wtf i just shot myself in the foot

2010-12-15T06:16:00.000-08:00

no need to panic. or pretend to care. i just couldn't come up with a freaking title.

anywayyy...ray gave me this cool book for my birthday and it is awesome. Dark Origins. be warned, though, there's "fuck", "bitch", "bastard", "shit" in every page. awesome, huh?

anyway i want the second book so badly i'm going to look for it soon. like, 3-months-later-when-everything-new-is-already-cheaper-soon.

so i went out the other day with my buds partly to get my psp cracked. but the dammed thing won't distort it's screen. bloody hell.

oh and i watched narnia the...the- you know what? i forgot the title.

i borrowed my friends psp and now i'm enjoying dante's inferno and resistance: retribution.

now why would he freaking lend his psp to me? well, cuz he just bought a bloody xbox. yeah. i'm jealous. i plan to sack his house tonight.....er tomorrow night.

i was rummaging through my stuff the other day when i stumbled upon (not really it just dropped on my foot) a book i used to write. i forgotten about it i was laughing when i read it. now i'm spurred on to finish my younger-self's book. soon.

THE VOYAGE OF THE DAWN TREADER!!! now i remembered the freaking title. woopdie-doo.

i'm waiting for the bloody battery to recharge. great, i'm starting to talk like him

nothing but a bunch of A minors and B flats

2010-12-07T09:36:00.001-08:00

AHHHHHHH nothing much to post here.

i just get so deep nowadays and when i'm bored i get bored. it's a good thing i have my psp to keep me company. but it gets boring once in a while

i've been thinking...about lots of stuf really.

like, you know that ipod or smartphone you're dreaming about? yeah, i mean, once you get it, you'll be happy.

at least for a good 2 years.

then newer stuff comes out. and the cycle repeats.

but what, my friends, can you never get bored of? that you can never get tired with it? that keeps you company and entertains you even when you're mood is deeper than hell itself?

that's right. Friends.

you can't buy friends. you can't sell friends. you get friends through interaction. or something.

they keep you company, they always make you laugh. and they're always there when you need them. sure, a brand-new smartphone has like, 4GB of memory and has tons of apps available, but they are just built to do just communicate. (and some other stuff i'm not sure about)

point is, don't take your friends for granted. they are always there for you and they will never go out of date

nothing but a bunch of A minors and B flats

2010-12-07T09:36:00.000-08:00

plastic forks and paper cups

2010-12-04T06:28:00.001-08:00

totally random title, just letting you know..

and oh my god, i am so freaking excited about some stuff.

another thing, i always wonder why some people add an 's' to words that dont need an 's'

for example : crap becomes craps, stuff become stuffs and what not.

so anyway, i'm making this a really short post so rejoice! you dont have to strain your eyes while trying to read my long posts anymore!

woohoo

discretion is the better part of valor

2010-12-03T09:19:00.000-08:00

whatever THAT means...

so yeah, here i am, writing this.

i am really bored out of my skull during the holidays. honestly, i don't mind going to school again. at least i can still see my friends.

so anyway, i think my brain is melting. cause i didn't do anything educational during the holidays.

i'll worry bout that later.

now i'm seriously desperate to find victoria because i can't lose my techniques and what not. my fingering has gone down.

okay, is it just me, or did that sentence sound really wrong?

just to clarify things, and avoid some lawsuits while i'm at it, victoria is a music centre and i need to go there since i quit tarrega. and by fingering i mean plucking the strings. not the other fingering, which, i will not mention because if i did, this site will be banned.

oh yeah, now i'm addicted to Dead Living by Sugarcult. Awesome song.

natural mineral water....

2010-11-30T08:37:00.000-08:00

you know when they say things like "no added colouring" or "100% natural" or even "won't cause irritating itch on uncomfortable parts of your skin like when you wipe your butt on poison ivy thinking it was a toilet paper" you know they're lying.

and you know when a guy who writes "you know when they say things like "no added colouring" or "100% natural" or even "won't cause irritating itch on uncomfortable parts of your skin like when you wipe your butt on poison ivy thinking it was a toilet paper" you know they're lying." on his blog you know he's lying.

i think i have too much TIME on my hands.

that, ladies and gentlemen, is what this post is about: TIME.

you know the saying "TIME and tide waits for no man"?

and "TIME is money"?

ooh, what about "a stitch in TIME saves nine"?

and let's not forget "TIME stays long enough for anyone who will use it."

and also "TIME you enjoyed wasting is not wasted TIME."

okay, i admit, i googled that.

my point is, didn't they waste TIME telling us all that?

yeah sure, some of them are true (some, being the ones that i understand) but the more you think about TIME the more you waste it, no? (it sure does look weird after typing TIME so many TIMEs)

my point is, if you have TIME, don't waste it. (although i think i just wasted yours :P)

BONUS: COUNT HOW MANY TIMES I TYPED "TIME" (NO THAT DOESN'T COUNT) IN THIS POST.

"Time is a part of the measuring system used to sequence events, to compare the durations of events and the intervals between them, and to quantify the motions of objects. Time has been a major subject of religion, philosophy, and science, but defining it in a non-controversial manner applicable to all fields of study has consistently eluded the greatest scholars."-Wikipedia. (this doesn't count either)

let's have a cup of tea and NUKE THE ENTIRE CONTINENT!!!!!!!

2010-11-25T08:43:00.001-08:00

i can't sleep.

probably insomnia.

or something else.

wow i really have nothing to write about.

oh, I KNOW!! i'm going to start a new book (yeah, i'll probably stop in a few weeks time cause i'm such a lazy person) but i won't go into details yet.

and i joined i drawing competition. i finished it and guess what? i drew it on an A5 paper. the contest says all drawings must be submitted on a A4 paper.

F*ck

speaking of drawing i'm in the mood to draw stuff so if you want me to draw anything, let me know (i.e, facebook, cbox, msn, etc. )

or if you don't, that's okay.

which is exactly what i was hoping for.

this is getting really long.

maybe cause i press enter after every sentence.

i really should stop doing this and go to sleep.

this will inevitably be the worst day of my entire life

2010-11-20T20:48:00.000-08:00

of all days...today has to be the day.

i woke up feeling like s***, now i'm stuck in this stupid mood.

i still can't understand why i'm feeling like this. i hope it'll change soon cause i hate being in this mood. it sucks.

it sucks.

randomosity

2010-11-20T00:57:00.000-08:00

so the other day i went to owen's house. then i came back. ahh....

anyways me and my friends celebrated my birthday at centro on tuesday. leon gave me a michael jackson statuette thingy. he's doing his famous pose-the crotch grab. lol. i put it on the shelf in my room, which seems to be the perfect place, since it can be seen from every angle..

holidays are boring.....i dunno why. suddenly there's nothing to do. oh yeah and i quit tarrega. now i'm looking for places to go learn. any ideas? (p.s. i'm currently looking for victoria music academy but i just can't find it)

so thats about it

Hi! I'm a chocolate cookie. Out to save the world with my awesome chocolate chips.

2010-11-16T04:02:00.000-08:00

Hi!!!! You'll never guess who i am. Ok maybe you will but whatever.

Anyway............... I'm god bored and kouhei's singing lyrics to me. It's really akward.

So apparently, i'm really raping all of his accounts. I love fb rape. I wanted to put that "I'm in love with my bedpostlamp thing and i'm thinking of crying to my girlfriend" on his profile but NO...... He didn't want to let me. Some people right.

Anyway now he's trying to make me get hooked on other bands other than paramore and anberlin. BUT IT WILL NEVER WORK!!!!!!!!

when darkness turns to light, you know the rest

2010-11-13T07:41:00.000-08:00

so,,,,,

today was the big day. the concert. i was nervous. then we were up. first song went ok. second song i changed to jyh yueh's bass (awesome, by the way) the strap came off. yeah. it came off. in the next few minutes i tried very hard not wet myself or break down in front lots of people.

after that, well, it just went by in a flash.

It's better that i see it through your eyes...

2010-10-30T22:35:00.000-07:00

NOW....the concert is about a week away and i'm freakin nervous. and oh yeah there appears to be some spammage (if thats a word) on the cbox beside this post.

so if you'll excuse me, i think i'll go throw up now

i'm. tired.

2010-10-25T01:28:00.001-07:00

JUST got back from school and man, was it a tiring day or what?? i'm so tired i'll go sleep now.

ain't this uniform so flattering?

2010-10-16T18:14:00.000-07:00

SO..i dont know what the hell happened to my blog...(it's all distorted pinky background-ish) but anyways
...
...
...
i'm addicted to the song east jesus nowhere by green day. it is awesome. and she's finding me out by the friday night boys.

i went out with my friends on friday. great day. jam in clef, sing in green box and watched "The Other Guys". that movie was hilarious. and there was this other thing. about a girl.

......

long time since i been here there are cobwebs everywhere

2010-10-12T00:12:00.000-07:00

UHH..(my opening statement) PMR is finally over. woopdee-doo. and friday i'm going out with friends. to clef. again. i'm having mixed feelings. uhh well, there are some sensitivities that are going to happen. a mission. yes, a mission. (owen you better keep your mouth shut or i'll shut them permanently). and i'm scared (no surprises there).

...

2010-09-13T05:10:00.000-07:00

Honestly...i dunno what her problem is with me but it's really pathetic. and annoying. every single day i have to put up with her. it's like her life is bent on making mine miserable. why wont someone just go up to her and tell her to get a freakin life? now she's coughing like some choking cat. my mom told her to get the medicine but she dont want to. why? am i missing something?

i'm lovin it

2010-09-03T09:27:00.001-07:00

theres this really awesome thing i found out yesterday...

....

details in the next post

hear the sound of the falling rain, coming down like an armageddon flame

2010-09-02T01:56:00.000-07:00

TRIAL 2 IS FINALLY OVER!!!!! i'm so freaking excited. because..
.......
.......
(Drum roll)
.......
.......

actually nothing much will happen tomorrow but i'll be hanging out with my buds tomorrow. it will be awesome

once Lady Yuna fixes her hair, we leave.

2010-08-29T00:41:00.000-07:00

OKAY...totally random title. it's actually from Final Fantasy X which i'm currently hooked onto. (thanks a lot, owen). anyway i'm trying to finish it in less than a week but this stupid trial came back. Oh damn it all

AAAAAGHHHHHHHHHH

anyways, i have to study or i will probably get really low marks which will probably spell the end for my bass guitar lessons. so i'll probably go take a shower first before i start my revision. hmmm....there's a lot of "probably" here.

you must be wondering why i'm so freaking worried about studying. those of you are not, shut up and listen to me moan on about my miserable life. you see, i'm not what you call a 'bright' student. i've always been a B- average in my life. no matter how hard i try to study (which not that hard) i always get a B or a C. i do get an A in english at times but that's just it. and my math is horrible. it's dropped down from a C to a D. so i don't know how the hell am i gonna ace my PMR in less than a month. in the meantime, i'll keep trying. Hopefully.

first came science, then came math, now i'm sitting here when i could be doing 500 other things right now

2010-08-11T06:56:00.000-07:00

Wow...trials came like *BANG* just like that. anyway, i'm doing fine (except for math) but i'll worry bout that later.

canon rock is awesome. you should listen to it. by jerryc. i think. anyway i hope the stupid exams will end quickly cause i don't wanna be stuck in my room studying.

tattoos and a switchblade attitude snakebite heart with a bubblegum smile

2010-07-31T09:23:00.000-07:00

the title is from a song by all time low.

ANYWAYS

today was the most epic-est awesome-est super-duper day of my life. ah, well, me and my friends went to the studio again. and we jammed. but this time, we wrote a song together. it was awesome. we kept on switching to different songs though. lol. and we went all high and started screaming like we were at a concert or something.

lets sit together and watch the world fall down

2010-07-22T06:29:00.000-07:00

whew..i went ot a sports rehearsal today...though i didnt do anything. except for marching. i didnt do much for that either :). anywayyy...my teacher said i will be turning grade 1 next month. i just found out its awesome to have a band. when someone's showing off, you can go all "oh, i have a band, do you? no i dont think so"......

ahaha anyway, disregard everything i said just now. i was just joking.

P.S. December Arts rocks!!!

i went to a party and came back the next day

2010-07-17T22:08:00.000-07:00

i went to a party

aliens are hiding in my bathroom

2010-07-14T06:41:00.000-07:00

i'll be putting gibberish as titles from now on so......there. anyway that whole aliens thing just came out of the blue. i've been meaning to post this for a long time now. just cause off this stupid fever/flu thing.

dead blogsss

2010-07-09T06:34:00.000-07:00

every blog i know (with the exception of JC's blog) is dead. i mean the nobody-comes-here-anymore dead. not the dead dead. but dead is almost like dead coz dead and dead have the same meaning. ok, go watch tv or something, cause i got myself all confused now.

random random random name

2010-07-02T22:21:00.000-07:00

SO long i've been off this page. well, there's not much stuff to post and i've been busy.

so anyway, you probably have something much better to do.

my trip to the dentist

2010-06-15T00:10:00.000-07:00

FIRST of all, i didnt wanna do this in the first place. today i was supposed to hang out with my buds but no, my stupid tooth hurts. anyway i went in the room thingy and sat on a chair. it looked like those dissectors you see on sci-fi movies. first the dentist said hes gonna give me a jab in the gums. so he did. when he did, i was thinking "WTF!!!! IT HURTS!!!!" and then BAM half my mouth turned numb. it hasnt worn off yet. it was weird eating lunch with your mouth numb.

just a tiny update that wont affect your lives whatsoever

2010-06-11T07:50:00.000-07:00

THERE have been some debates on whether or not i should write about this but in the end, i figured no one's gonna read this anyway. and my friend said he would post this if i do so here it goes: on monday, i went over to rays house and together with leon and bryan, we went to a music studio nearby. the studio was HUGE. theres even a recording room in there xD. anyway the jamming room was awesome. we plugged into their speakers and bam, before we knew it, we were jamming 21 guns. it was frekin epic. im not trying to show off or anything, but hell, it was freakin awesome jamming there. to be continued in the next post...

just got back from class and shit i havent continued on my book for like ages

2010-06-10T02:50:00.000-07:00

ACTUALLY at 4:45 i was checking out tabs online. then i looked at the clock. HOLY SHIT I'M LATE!!!!! and now i'm here. and about my book, yeah. not working out so well, y'know what, im gonna work on it tonight. and i'm addicted to God Of War now. I CONQUER ARES!!!! MUAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA its freakin awesome.

jamming again

2010-06-04T06:46:00.000-07:00

WE went to school today and i followed ray back from school. and we practiced those usual songs and soon hen brought his psp xD. im gonna get mine modded. but i need an 8GB mmc.

the exams are freakin dead and i'm so gonna have the most awesome weekend of my life.

2010-06-03T04:20:00.000-07:00

EXAMS just ended today and i felt like partying. and i'm goin to ray's house tomorrow. jamming session. 21 Guns xD. and on monday we'll be going to a studio nearby to record our demo cd....lol just kidding. we'll jam again with ray's teacher coaching us as a band. and i tried to read "Pride and prejudice", you know, that classic novel, and it was like, a mental workout. they're english are so freakin' fancy. they need three sentences to explain one. here's a quick peek : "It is a truth universally acknowledged that a single man of a good fortune must be in want of a wife". lol, i had to read it again before i got the meaning.

its the exams and i dont give a shit about my grades but my mom does

2010-05-27T21:35:00.001-07:00

AND theres this party on saturday where all my friends are going but i dont think i can go. monday i have math, which i ultimately suck at it. i dunno why. so anyway i'm sitting on my ass doing this when i really should be cramming for the math exam on monday, but, i just dont feel like it. i guess i'll be regretting about this when i get the results. oh well, the cycle starts again. dont revise, take the exam, realize it was very hard, get the results, then regret. ah, well, i guess i have to start now. later

All time low!!!

2010-05-19T04:23:00.000-07:00

THERE'S this awesome band from america and they're called all time low. and their songs rock.

today was my dog's birthday. she ate cheesecake.

2010-05-18T04:42:00.002-07:00

ALL in all, it was normal. and i need to come up a name for a band. any ideas?

im here blogging this crap when i really should be doing my homework

2010-05-15T21:13:00.000-07:00

PROCRASTINATION is really a bad thing for me coz i wait until the last minute to do my homework and stuff, ergo procrastinating. so anyways, i memorised it ends tonight by all american rejects. its an awesome song.

everyone seems to be putting lyrics of songs as updates on facebook.

2010-05-15T07:04:00.001-07:00

i'm back altough i didnt go anywhere i was just too busy to update.

2010-05-14T05:13:00.000-07:00

SO i found out it was hard multi-tasking and stuff, and to make things worse, the deadline for the projects are coming nearer. anyway i ate KFC for lunch. jeff's birthday. and chocolate cake. then later me and my friends sang like drunk people. XD

stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid

2010-05-03T03:17:00.001-07:00

I have no idea why i wrote that title...anyway, tomorrow i have computer. and wednesday is Ray's guitar class. and thursday we'll jam in school, and i have my bass class. friday bryant has his drum class. and saturday chee hong has his guitar class. yep, it's all worked out.

oh crap i'm in love

2010-04-30T01:16:00.000-07:00

JUST so you know the title has nothing to do with the post. i just couldnt think of any title.

anyway, i have learned 'welcome to my life' on bass. its awesome. but ray said that i should play A, not A#...so i start all over again. and jeff wants to learn bass with me lol.

i am so gonna rock the crap outta my school tomorrow

2010-04-28T04:20:00.000-07:00

COZ it's ECA! in other words, jamming day! i am gonna jam with ray and stuff and its gonna be awesome. i can tell. it will be epic. hmm..what else to talk about? oh yeah my phone's screen has gone weird ever since i dropped it on the floor in ktv. now i wanna get it fixed or ill have to use the other phone. and yes it sucks.

some jerk told ms joseph that someone in my class sneaked a handphone in the class

2010-04-27T05:40:00.000-07:00

WHAT i wanna know is, who did that? no one sneakedin a phone. so which idiot go tell her? i dunno. he better get his ass out of my business. or he'll regret it. REGRET IT I SAY!!!!

eh these past few weeks caught up with me and i found out that i don't have time

2010-04-26T05:50:00.000-07:00

SO there's history project, geography project, kh project, homework, and practicing my bass. i dont have enough time to do all this. i just finished the history thingy s0 i have some time. but they give us poor students projects all at once it makes me feel like im gonna explode

just got back from surveying with jeff

2010-04-25T04:01:00.001-07:00

NOBODY wanted to cooperate. so we took deadly measures. well, not really. anyway we went back to his house and watched some vids on youtube (no pornography, please) and now here i am

cross country day was like hell after that i went out with my friends and im tired as hell

2010-04-24T05:09:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY night i was raining...so i thought cancel again. but when i woke up, no rain. okay. great. i ran the first 200 metres and got tired. my stamina is so low. then i walked the rest of the course. i was so damn tired when i reached the finishing line. then i drank gatorade. not so tired anymore. then i went back and took a shower and went to jusco with some friends. we watched kick-ass. it was 18+ and i thought we couldn go in coz that ticket guy stopped us. but we went in anyway. that hit-girl....so cute yet so deadly. and her swearing is extreme! every sentence in the movie has the word f*** in it. then i went karaoke-ing with them. i just got back and im so freakin tired.

tommorrow's cross country, i hope it doesn't rain again. like last time.

2010-04-23T03:02:00.000-07:00

SO i got the numbers. and i bought this present for a friend. it's her birthday tomorrow. so i want to wish her HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

and this week was a really busy week for me. with all the projects and stuff. im going jj with friends tomorrow and on sunday i will around botanic with jeff surveying people about the stupid geography project.

it was awesome jamming with ray in school

2010-04-22T04:20:00.000-07:00

SO i brought my bass to school today, and ray borrowed chee hong's. we played love drunk xD. so nice. damn perfect. then after that i went for my class. my teacher asked me what song i want to learn. i took out my phone instantly and let him hear it ends tonight. now im learning the song. next week can jam again! whoooo!

injection day, details in the post

2010-04-21T04:52:00.000-07:00

INJECTION, i was nervous......of throwing up (i ate before the injection) and then it was my turn. i took a deep breath in and went. not so bad. it stung abit and then it was over. ten minutes later, the pain started. its a bit better now.

an interesting thing happened at the computer lab today...and my friend was involved in it

2010-04-20T06:19:00.000-07:00

OKAY, there's Harold. and there's chee hong. they were playing left 4 dead. so chee hong, being his usual self, started shooting him (they were on the same team). so?, you ask, yeah. no biggie. but then harold punched chee hong's head. so they both got up and started hitting each other. chee hong pushed him to a row of computers. then the teacher had to break it up.

2010-04-18T06:36:00.000-07:00

SORRY about that last post...i was really mad. anyway, i'm using my father's vaio (he's sleeping) . the internet's really fast. just a quick update i made new friends with an american. she's a really nice person and yeah, thats pretty much it.

that fucking asshole came back drunk again yesterday i wish i can just kill him

2010-04-17T22:01:00.000-07:00

idiot...hes so fucking retarded there's no brain in his stupid head came back drunk yesterday and started talking like a fucking retard and hit my sister, my mom, and me. he kept prattling on about his fucking life. i wish he would just go to hell already that bitch has no fucking brains whatsoever. then we went to bed. after writing this, i cooled down.

when i came back from school i fell asleep. took a shower and i didin't feel like doing homework. so now i'm here

2010-04-16T03:18:00.000-07:00

WOW i haven't continued on my book for like.......1 week. i got this block thing and i would really love some ideas from you. so, whoever has the best idea will be written in my book. so give me an idea. 'there was this zombie apocalyse and (mostly) everyone has been infected by a virus that makes them attack and kill humans due to psychosis. (sorta like left 4 dead, but it has more people, more infected, mixed with a bit of love story) so get typing!. (remember to type it in the comments, not the cbox, coz i don't really read there.)

i saw that girl again in my class, didn't make a move, didn't know her, and she looked solemn

2010-04-15T03:12:00.000-07:00

ANYWAY, the classes are getting harder and harder. man, my fingers hurt. bt they're starting to harden. have to read the notes, not the tabs. and owen brought his guitar today. ray tried to do a solo but he couldn't lol. so about that girl, not sure whether she's learning bass or another instrument. she was standing outside the class when mine ended. sooo pretty xD.

in my head, i see you all over me, my head...

2010-04-14T01:34:00.000-07:00

AARRGGHH dunno why that song stuck in my head. so. uhh. my bass is really coming along...and i will have to perform in the end of the year. with my band xD. and now i'm really bored. ahahahahahahahahahah.

party in the germany

2010-04-13T02:43:00.000-07:00

REMEMBER the day when i went to chee hong's house? yeah, jeff came along to. so anyways we were listening to the radio (justin bieber-three times!!! eughh) then miley cyrus was on with party in the usa. so jeff said "hey i know this song. it's party in the germany!- i mean usa!" but we were laughing like hell. and i found really funny insults on bored.com.

i bought this footstool in ikea so that i can practice properly but...

2010-04-11T05:56:00.000-07:00

IT was freakin hard building that thing. my hand hurts. and the holes are drilled in the wrong place. i still can sit on it, but it's so wobbly.

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ahh.. today was so long i spent most of the time out of house

2010-04-10T04:43:00.001-07:00

WELL, today was the big cross country day. woke up, raining. went there, drizzling. they go cancel it off. wasted my time. so we went to a library nearby (not really nearby). to do some projects. me, chee hong and chai didn't really do much of the projects. we ran around (quietly) and found huge atlas books for 'research' for my book. went to chee hong's to do more. watched 28 weeks later. zombies run. fast. damn gory. there was this scene where this infected guy go push his thumbs right into the victims eyes. gory. brutal. the volume was so loud it scared the crap out of us. chee hong's house was so big.

you may have seen my status or you may have not. i don't care, i know love drunk!

2010-04-09T06:07:00.000-07:00

WELL, the beginning part only. but still it's awesome! and about my book, i'm currently working on part 2. so rest assured, i will get it done. IF my "co-writer'' (notice how i put the inverted commas there) pulls his weight. i just found out today that i was 164cm tall. and 50kg. ray was 163cm and 60kg. weird huh? that thing must be busted.

my second lesson was so cold i was shivering like a chihuahua

2010-04-08T03:00:00.000-07:00

SERIOUSLY it was like antarctica in there. my teacher was wearing jeans. and then this cute girl came in and i was like "ooohh". i couldn't concentrate properly. he said not to read the tab but i kept on reading xD. force of habit. and i learned the muse song 'time is running out'. i brought my bass to school today. me and ray rocked the roof off the school. lol kidding. we were sitting down playing awkwardly. the amp was super loud.

this buzzing sound is annoying the hell out of me i feel like throwing the computer from Mt.Everest.

2010-04-07T01:18:00.000-07:00

ANYWAY tomorrow's my second lesson. now i'm hungry. more people are reading my book now. if you wanna read it, here's a sample:http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?v=app_2347471856&id=1796436302. comment on it if you want.

i really really hate my new broadband service. maxis is so frustrating i feel like killing someone right now

2010-04-05T06:47:00.000-07:00

THIS f*cking thing keeps on dc-ing when i'm in the middle of surfing the net. it's so...GAAAHH!

and another thing, my co-writer, gives "samples" of our (my) book to his 'friends' to read. sure what's wrong? those 'friends' are girls. and he said that HE wrote that story. i feel like killing him sometimes. he always miss call me because he got "no money" in his phone. then he has enough money to sms girls.

something is wrong with my bass the string has this fuzzy noise it's as if it's vibrating against something.

2010-04-04T05:05:00.000-07:00

YEAH, that's the problem. i was thinking of asking my teacher, but my class is on thursday. and thursday really seem so far right now. i saw ray at gardens (kl) today. i went to mid valley. i saw this insanely huge guitar shop. it's like a library of instruments. so huge. anyway there was this sony 3d world convention thingy going on and i went in to check it out. freakin' crowded.

shortest title in this blog

2010-04-02T22:38:00.000-07:00

REMEMBER that feeling i had....the one where i feel left out? yeah, that feeling is back. i dunno where it sprang from, but it's here. maybe coz i'm alone in my house. oohh. food! i gotta go. and yes the feeling's still here. maybe i'm gonna play my bass later.

today i went for my first bass lesson...it was okay.

2010-04-01T04:35:00.000-07:00

BEFORE the bass lesson there was this ECA (extra-corricular activity) and ray and chee hong brough guitars xD. they rocked the roof off the school. chee hong's amp was so tiny.

anyway my lesson with the teacher. he knew lots of songs. billie jean and beat it. and some other bass solos. i asked him about punk rock, he asked what band, and i said simple plan. he said "oh simple plan, i got hear before" i asked whether he could play when i'm gone, he said cannot. but it was awesome, he played really well.

i just got this awesome bass guitar i really wanna show it to you guys

2010-03-30T02:12:00.000-07:00

YEAH, my dad got me a bass guitar. weird. usually he won't do anything for me. anyway here it is:

i know, my room's a bit messy. i think it's an SX Ursa 1 RN BK.
it's awesome.

earth hour..bla bla bla...tired walked dunno how long and came back tired. did i mention tired?

2010-03-26T22:43:00.000-07:00

YEAH tired. really tired. anyway today's earth hour and stuff. and i'm not sure if everyone is going to do it. they'll say "earth hour? what's the point? world's gonna end someday anyway"

i couldn't believe that mia guy bought a guitar. i wanna buy that bass!!! but the price is like RM500++. oh well, guess i'll have to start saving....i'm almost halfway there. RM250++. if anyone steals my money, i'm gonna twist they're neck, throw them down the staircase, jump and land on them, tie they're limbs and throw them into the klang river. if he's a guy i'll kick his crotch. then do the throwing.

i found the bass that i like but i don't know how to get it

2010-03-26T03:16:00.000-07:00

I FINALLY found the bass that i was looking for:

it's so cool. it's from Ibanez. it's awesome. I WANT IT!!!!!

i just went to yamaha in jusco and came back surprised

2010-03-26T02:58:00.000-07:00

YEAH, i did go there. tolook for bass guitars. cheapest was RM800. the rest were RM1,290, or RM2,900 and stuff. there was a set though, it was quite cheap. what i was surprised at was, the acoustic (some say classical) guitars were as cheap as RM 145! i almost thought of buying that lol. but i'm sticking with bass.

i think ishould put my english to the test cause i'm not sure i'm good at it anymore

2010-03-24T02:09:00.000-07:00

TODAY i got my english paper 2 marks, and it was disappointing. i got 35/60. totalled up with paper 1 and i got 70%. for me it was quite low. i'm still glad i got a B, but well...

You see, they (friends) said that there's something wrong with the teacher. owen, (usually writes big words on essays) got a 72%. soon hen, dubbed "british boy" because of his english, got a 68%. he got lower than me. i couldn't believe it. and the highest marks always goes to the girls. don't get me wrong, there's nothing wrong with that. if anything, it should be great. but some of the wrong things she (the teacher) didn't put wrong. and some of the right things she put wrong. and believe me, there is no way in hell that the sentence "maybe one of them will come near us!" is wrong. i checked.

sorry for not updating got homework yesterday and all but today i'm updating, as you can see

2010-03-23T03:07:00.000-07:00

SO anyways, i got a new cover for my book. it's awesome. i know this coz everyone said so. just finished my homework. yay. so my dad finally said that i could learn bass. not sure if he meant it. y'know why? coz he was drunk when he said that. but you know what they say, the drunken always tells the truth. hmmm....

Rock Out. Rock Loud. Rock Hard.

for blood and honor

I really hate it when everyone's all happy and whatnot while I'm the only one being moody.

i'm feeling so [ugghhh] right now

BRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAINs..

BRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAINs..

that's what she said!

well......this layout is....umm........confusing

is it just me, or is "colon p" getting annoying?

OMG I JUST GOT A HIGHSCORE IN FRUIT NINJA I WANT TO SHOW YOU BUT I CAN'T BECAUSE I CAN'T post it and my caps lock is gone isn't it?

didn't take long to realize HOW YOU'RE SUCH A FAKEASS

I can't stop thinking about you. I'm addicted.

First time for everything

um..okay, wow

of blasphemy and genocide

i am totally dead

Rythm-A minors and B flats

WHERE WAS THE EFFIN' SUPPORT?

this is really screwed

not the new year i expected it to be

he used to be a symbol. now they made him an annoying prick

i couldn't come up with a title

2011 is around the corner...there it is! Drifting cinematically!

elle-oh-elle

i am still hungry

okay, so i'm not screwed

either i'm screwed or i'm screwed

nice haircut...who did it for you? a monkey?

help me from this addiction

hello, the number you have dialled has been-AAAARGGHHHHH-THIS IS A ROBBERY!! GIVE ME YOUR PREPAID CREDIT OR I WILL *CLICK*

screw yew

depressed................again

wtf i just shot myself in the foot

nothing but a bunch of A minors and B flats

nothing but a bunch of A minors and B flats

plastic forks and paper cups

discretion is the better part of valor

natural mineral water....

let's have a cup of tea and NUKE THE ENTIRE CONTINENT!!!!!!!

this will inevitably be the worst day of my entire life

randomosity

Hi! I'm a chocolate cookie. Out to save the world with my awesome chocolate chips.

when darkness turns to light, you know the rest

It's better that i see it through your eyes...

i'm. tired.

ain't this uniform so flattering?

long time since i been here there are cobwebs everywhere

...

i'm lovin it

hear the sound of the falling rain, coming down like an armageddon flame

once Lady Yuna fixes her hair, we leave.

first came science, then came math, now i'm sitting here when i could be doing 500 other things right now

tattoos and a switchblade attitude snakebite heart with a bubblegum smile

lets sit together and watch the world fall down

i went to a party and came back the next day

aliens are hiding in my bathroom

dead blogsss

random random random name

my trip to the dentist

just a tiny update that wont affect your lives whatsoever

just got back from class and shit i havent continued on my book for like ages

jamming again

the exams are freakin dead and i'm so gonna have the most awesome weekend of my life.

its the exams and i dont give a shit about my grades but my mom does

All time low!!!

today was my dog's birthday. she ate cheesecake.

im here blogging this crap when i really should be doing my homework

everyone seems to be putting lyrics of songs as updates on facebook.

i'm back altough i didnt go anywhere i was just too busy to update.

stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid

oh crap i'm in love

i am so gonna rock the crap outta my school tomorrow

some jerk told ms joseph that someone in my class sneaked a handphone in the class

eh these past few weeks caught up with me and i found out that i don't have time

just got back from surveying with jeff

cross country day was like hell after that i went out with my friends and im tired as hell

tommorrow's cross country, i hope it doesn't rain again. like last time.

it was awesome jamming with ray in school

injection day, details in the post

an interesting thing happened at the computer lab today...and my friend was involved in it

hello, the number you have dialled has been-AAAARGGHHHHH-THIS IS A ROBBERY!! GIVE ME YOUR PREPAID CREDIT OR I WILL CLICK